i love it when i'm crusing
alone in the car
windows down
the wind in my face, hear it roaring in my ears
and everything just seems to fly past me
and for a moment i can almost believe that if i keep going fast enough i can outrun everything and everyone that is chasing hot at my heels
at run away from everything into another place.

the waiting is driving me mad
but yet there is nothing else i can do
but sit here and hope and pray with every inch of my heart
i feel my pulse begin to race
and tears tease at the edge of my lids
that same feeling of helplessness that has overwhelmed me on so many occasions before
i refuse to fall prey to it again
i am no longer the same
i have fought so hard to kill that part of me
i will not let you win again.

today, in order to pay tribute to my teacher's efforts during the two hour long tutorial, for which i struggled to stay awake, at teaching us to use the comma, i shall try my best to make a concerted effort to correctly punctuate this long, confusing and largely senseless sentance.